PRAY THE GOD
THERE ARE MANY ACCOUNTS OF PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY HAVE FOUND GO THROUGH THEIR DEEP SUFFERING, AND THERE IS THE CHRISTIAN EXPRESSION "THE WAY OF THE CROSS" WHICH I SUPPORSE POINTS TO THE SAME THING.
WE ARE CONCERNED WITH NOTHING ELSE HERE.
STRICTLY SPEAKING, THEY DID NOT FIND GOD THROUGH THEIR SUFFERING, BECAUSE SUFFERING IMPLIES RESISTENCE. THEY FOUND GOD THROUGH SURRENDER, THROUGH TOTAL ACCEPTANCE OF WHAT IS, INTO WHICH THEY WERE FORCED BY THEIR INTENSE SUFFERING. THEY MUST HAVE REALIZED ON SOME LEVEL THAT THEIR PAIN WAS SELF-CREATED.
HOW DO YOU EQUATE SURRENDER WITH FINDING GOD?
SINCE RESISTENCE IS UNSEPERABLE FROM THE MIND, RELINQUISHMENT OF RESISTENCE-SURRENDER-IS THE END OF THE MIND AS YOUR MASTER, THE IMPOSTOR PRETENDING TO BE "YOU" THE FALSE GOD. ALL JUDGMENT AND ALL NEGATIVITY DISSOLVE. THE REALM OF BEING, WHICH HAD BEEN OBSCURED BY THE MIND, THEN OPEN UP. SUDDENDLY, A GREAT STILLNESS ARISES WITHIN YOU, AN UNFATHOMABLE SENSE OF PEACE. AND WITHIN THAT PEACE, THERE IS GREAT JOY. AND WITHIN THAT JOY, THERE IS LOVE. AND AT THE INNERMOST CORE, THERE IS THE SACRED, THE IMMEASURABLE, THAT WHICH CANNOT BE NAMED.
I DON'T CALL IT FINDING GOD, BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU FIND THAT WHICH WAS NEVER LOST, THE VERY LIFE THAT YOU ARE? THE WORD GOD IS LIMITING NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF THOUSANDS OF YEAR OF MISPERCEPTION AND MISUSE, BUT ALSO BECAUSE IT IMPLIES AN ENTITY OTHER THAN YOU. GOD IS BEING ITSELF, NOT A BEING. THERE CAN BE NO SUBJECT- OBJECT RELATIONSHIP HERE, NO DUALITY, NO YOU AND GOD. GOD-REALIZATION IS THE MOST NATURAL THING THERE IS. THE AMAZING AND INCOMPREHENSIBLE FACT IS NOT THAT YOU CAN BECOME CONSCIOUS OF GOD BUT THAT YOU ARE NOT CONSCIOUS OF GOD.
THE WAY OF THE CROSS THAT YOU MENTINONED IS THE OLD WAY TO ENLIGHTENMENT, AND UNTIL RECENTLY IT WAS THE ONLY WAY. BUT DON'T DISMISS IT OR UNDERESTIMATE ITS EFFICACY. IT STILL WORKS.
THE WAY OF THE CROSS IS A COMPLETE REVERSAL. IT MEANS THAT THE WORST THING IN YOUR LIFE, YOUR CROSS, TURNS INTO THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU, BY FORCING YOU INTO SURRENDER, "DEATH" FORCING YOU TO BECOME AS NOTHING, TO BECOME AS GOD- BECAUSE GOD, TOO, IS NO-THING.
AT THIS TIME, AS FAR AS THE UNCONSCIOUS MAJORITY OF HUMANS IS CONCERNED, THE WAY OF THE CROSS IS STILL THE ONLY WAY. THEY WILL ONLY AWAKEN THROUGH FURTHER SUFFERING, AND ENLIGHTENMENT AS A COLLECTIVE PHENOMENON WILL BE PREDICTABLE PROCEEDED BY VAST UPHEAVALS. THIS PROCESS REFLECTS THE WORKINGS OF CERTAIN INIVERSAL LAWS THAT GOVERN THE GROWTH OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND THUS WAS FORESEEN BY SOME SEERS. IT IS DESCRIBED, AMONG OTHER PLACES, IN THE BOOK OF REVELATION OR APOCALYPSE, THOUGH CLOAKED IN OBSCURE AND SOMETIMES IMPENETRABLE SYMBOLOGY.